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email to doho

2003-07-30 - 10:45 p.m.

    so here is part of the email i sent to doho just now:

    and that is about all i have written in my diary about you this past 6 weeks. i have called you twice. once at home one afternoon when i thought you would be awake but i had to leave a message. the other was a couple of days later on your cell. can't remember if i left a message . don't remember the dates.

    i am sorry if you can't remember what went on that night. i am sorry that you don't trust me and for some reason feel that not only have i (at some point)lied to you about something (which i have NO idea what that can be other than i don't tell you every little thing i do but nobody you would talk to would even know anything about my life this past year as i don't hang out with anyone that goes to that club) but also that i am some kind of drug addict. i haven't done any kind of drugs since demery got fired. so i don't know who the fuck told you that. i am sure a really HONEST person that did those drugs with me. i probably fucked them too. and their friends too, right?

    i can only imagine the things you have been saying to anyone that would listen about what a shitty friend i am. well, so be it. if shitty is someone that was always there for you even when you blow said friend off all the time. even when the only time said friend ever gets to spend any kind of time with you is while you are at work surrounded by crazy girls and creepy men. i can't help your feelings. i am just sorry that the friendship we had ended over something like this and it involved that shithole of a club. but i can't help my feelings either. you let that place take over your whole life until you weren't the person i used to know.

    good luck. i hope you find a job you love and that they treat you the way you should be treated.

    that's all.

    game over.

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