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love yourself
2003-12-11 - 2:20 p.m.
- party girl wants a pet.
it was going to be a rat but now she's looking at bunnies.
i will pray from them.
and can i just say? i know i talk about being slutty and all. but in the grand scheme of things, i am really not.
yes, i enjoy sex. sometimes with random people. but there are plenty of nights when i am home alone. because i want to be. and ok, sometimes because i have no choice.
but i also know i am not like most women. for me, sex is sex and the "love" part doesn't come into it. i don't even know if i could love someone again. that's kinda sad but true. i am selfish when it comes to my time. and i really would like to see someone put a little effort into winning me over. but i am not seeing any of that.
cause standing me up? you get demerits for that. you also get negitive points for other dumb shit you do.
but i am not giving out lists here.
i am just saying.
cause the whole relationship thing counts for boys AND girls and i am leery of both these days.
so what am i saying? do it or don't. watch some TV or fucking read a book. concentrate on what YOU want to do. not on what your mom wants or what you think you should do because all your friends are doing it.
i still say, if you don't love yourself how do you expect someone else to?
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