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what's a girl to do?

2004-04-27 - 10:42 a.m.

    google hit of the day : "pretty toes".

    yeah, i have them.

    can i tell you? trafic sucks.

    it took me an hour to get to work this morning cause some SUV driving fucktard hit a retaining wall at NW 19th. right in the middle of contruction so it was that much worse.

    the only good thing was there was no traffic after that. it was all stuck back there.

    there was this guy behind me with GIANT nostrils. the fact that he had a foomanchoo mustache only made them look like they went all the way down his face. it was scary. especially since i didn't notice the mustache right away.

    i worked til after 7pm last night so didn't get home til late. i did manage to catch "the swan".

    people on the message board where i post have been dogging this show. how shitty is it to have women change their appearance via surgery to get approval.

    btu i was thinking about it last night. i bet the people bitching have never thought of themselves as ugly.

    i know i have. it took me 35 years to get over scott becktal calling me fat in the 2nd grade (and i was not)up until about 2 years ago, i always thought i was the ugliest person in my group of friends. i was always the one the didn't get asked to dance. you know, the one that watched the purses.

    then something happened. i think i just got to a point where i decided i didn't care what other people thought. it's not like i was gross and dirty and didn't wear makeup. i did. and i do now. i mean, now, i think i am just myself all the time. or most of it anyway.

    i still attract plenty of losers. but more often than not, i am beating them off with a stick. maybe that's what happened. i love myself and now there are more than enough guys but i really don't want any of them. the ones beating on my door, at least.

    i had someone call and ask for a date this friday. i kind of hedged. i can't decide if i like him. we have gone out before. i am not feelinghim.

    as for my date the other night. have not heard from him. at all. that kinda sucks. maybe i should have blown him. i try to have a "normal" relationship, and don't even get an email. what's a girl to do?

    i think that's all i have in me right now.

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