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weirdness of my movie

2005-04-03 - 4:27 p.m.

    it's sunday.

    and i am at work.

    mind you, it's 4:30 in the afternoon and i just got here. but still.

    i did my laundry, took a shower and went and got my hair done.

    and i still need to spend about 3 hours here then go to central market to buy meat before i head home.

    but my hair looks fabulous, i must say.

    i have new redneck neighbors. they don't look like rednecks like the first family but alas, they drove their pick'em up truck up onto the lawn so they wouldn't have to walk their shitty shit from the parking lot. and it looks like they have at least 2 small children. damn breeders.

    so anyway, the reason i wanted to write today is because i had the weirdiest experiance this morning.

    i don't know if it was the change to daylight savings time or my new healthier diet or just the extremely low blood sugar, but i woke up at 5am in a massive pool of sweat. and looked at the cable box at it was on channel 139 (MTV Hits) and i just laid thier and couldn't help thinking that the whole thing wasn't real. that i was dead (like on "Lost"?) or if i got up i might die or that i had somehow done this before just yesterday.

    i got up and drank some OJ, peed and laid back in bed, wondering about time travel and do-overs and all that crap. i think i have been watching too much sci-fi channel.

    what if we all ARE really starring in our own movie? and some movies are boring and some are all drama and some are a comedy of errors?

    what if?

    somehow, i felt like i was about to be cancelled this morning.

    it was creepy.

    then i tried to watch "my boss's daughter" and realized that i would never put something like THAT peice of crap in any movie i made.

    so all is good.

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